gridlockdemon

As a former employee of the company, I had the worst job experience working with them, mainly because I was bullied by one of their employees who had blonde hair (hair dye). one day he came up to me with a smirk on his face and spoke Chinese. He is fully aware that I only speak English. I couldn't understand what he was saying but after he said that, his friend laughed, which makes me assume, he was making fun of me. I felt humiliated, embarrassed and most of all helpless. Sometimes when I'm working he would pass by and do it again with a smirk on his face. it made me depressed and raised up my anxiety.






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when I create art, I bleed my emotions not on canvas but a map to my world and escape the cruel life that I live in.Living in hate, living in sorrow, living in a world that I use to call home, is now a paradise of nightmares and the list keeps going on and on.

it seems my life is not an emotional roller coaster, its more like a endless fall into darkness and misery. I desperately try to crawl but I feel so heavy and that I'm being pulled down by thorns, wrapped around my waist.
I cry, I laugh, I get upset and and cry some more but what's really scary to me is myself in the mirror, thinking "have I gone insane, what's happening with me, have I cross the line from being normal " then I start to laugh again. Normally I would express my feeling through art but it just doesn't help.

I have a challenge if you are up to it.

instead of commenting (which is still optional)
I want you to create a piece of art, that expresses on what I'm saying.
please show it when your done.